hur !! tell u k, the ting now is a different ting!!
i am so so excited for the gospel now.
as in, i nv felt this way b4, the urgency, the everything.


ok now i am stuck in words, i dun how shall i put it..
i seriously tik "excited" is the best word to decribe me
in my mind, i keep wondering, wat am i afriad of?
the most, kana reject, kana some scoldings frm the contacts...
ya!! den wats so scary rite??
if i am so convicted that cheeze hot dog is nice, how much more muz i be convicted of the gospel??
and and and....
when i share abt Jesus, i should expect them to receive God & not doubt.
okok, yes!!


this week, i muz share to 5 ppl abt Jesus.
i cannot allow fear to cripple me coz who knows wad will happen after i share?
pls lar eternal life eh.
one thing i am super convicted is that if i have the key to eternal peace,
eternal joy & etc.. i cant keep it to myself!!
u noe arh, when i saw my frenz got alot of money & yet they dun wana lend it to others who are in need, i am super disturb.
i kept thinking that they are self-centered.
oh gosh, come to tik abt it, if i keep the ans of life to myself, i am zillion times more self-centered den them ya?
cannot cannot~
I MUST TELL THEM ABT JESUS


ok thats abt it.
i dun wana say, i wana do.
now i have flashing image of ppl & me sharing the gospel.
come on tingting, u can do it!!
FEAR cannot cripple me!


oh ok, btw i am re-taking my os.
juz coz my family cant afford private sch.
oh well, i should juz stop thinking that my daddy is quite rich.
hahahahaha


kinda reluctant to re take.
coz i hate the process of studying
the commitment is mad-ness!
haiz. but yes God.
i shall not look back


i blive wateva happen, there muz be a purpose
it might create an impact down the road.
i duno how to say.
but juz wana say that i wana trust God lor
as in, i noe God has the best thing for me
ya.
ok, i am going to study HARDER



oh well, i met a flasher...
okay shall not elaborate it
but yea u noe...
it was gross!
wat a gruesome sight!